I Make My Decision
The Black Void - Episode 3348
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I find that I don't want to tell John about my dream. After telling him
that I'm fine, I lie awake for the rest of the night. After fifteen
minutes or so I hear the change in his breathing that tells me that he has
fallen asleep again.
I can't stop thinking about the dream. Taken at face value, it seems to indicate that I should accept John's offer of marriage, to make sure that I don't end up in the situation that it showed me. On the other hand, if I didn't have sufficient confidence in him to tell him about the dream, doesn't that mean that it wouldn't be right for me to marry him? I'm not altogether sure why I didn't tell him, but I think that at least a part of it was a fear that he might use it to put pressure on me to accept his offer, pointing out what could happen if I didn't. By the morning, after three or four hours of mulling things over, I have come to a decision. When John wakes, I tell him:
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